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i cant rlly talk im depressed after i do a memorial about deaths my fuckign aunt dies wtf i gtg i cant type im to shakey
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Memorial

This is to all the people who have lost a loved one expecilly my Friend pebbs she is upset about losing her mother plz keep her in your prayers I'm sure she would appreciate it...it's hard to lose some one you Love trust me all my faml ve ever loved have passed on....it is a hard thing to cope with but you got to...if you don't the pain Will at you from the inside...i don't want you all end up like me...I'm pathetic cowering in my own emotions i don't trust any one...anyone Ive ever trusted has failed me or left me feeling pain inside of myself so please my Friends don't hold on to pain let it go or turn it into something good...when a loved one passes they don't want us to feel pain and hurt they want us to live on their name we will be reunited with hem when our own times comes. People I'm not saying don;t miss your love ones but don't let a death take over your full world....you wont last in life if you do that....everyone has a purpose from god...i know mine...god has put me through allot of shit and my life is horrible....but i think I'm a guardian angel to allot of people...call em the dark angel if you wish because that's what i feel like I'm in pain and hurt but yet i still help people with problems i am always the person who stays strong during the worst times....I'm all ways the one making everyone lives bttr evn if it hurts me i dont know y i do it i just do...it is my purpose in life...but i don't want others to feel pain and hurt i feel live your lives freely and stay strong in your free life death is natural it hurts i know but you need to find a way to cope...god bless everyone ttyl
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...having bad day i hate today....it's filled with pain...ttyl
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have a good weekend

yet again it is a weekend yay happy days...or is it? recently in the group home Ive moved from everyone else like i am around them but I'm not with them you know...i can be i just choose not to be...Ive made alot of mistakes many of them are stupid in my life...recently i have been changing tho...the group home parents have noticed my change and congratulate me being good all of a sudden and staying out of trouble but in order to do that i have to stay away from others...which i don't mind of course... also Ive realized I'm alot smarter then alot of those kids...also Ive learned I'm a leader not a follower...i used to Be a follower tot his girl living in My home with me...i figured shes been here longer you know i should respect her...that wasn't the case I'm fed up with all the petty drama in the house I'm done I'm my own person and have been for weeks....well my fingers hurt ill ttly

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