another day in my hell hole of a life not physically but emotionally my body is killing itself from the inside out....not a day goes by any more where i don't feel pain or hurt or any other bad feeling that infects my body and spreads. its like a disease that i can't get rid of. there is no cure what so ever for my illness i have. i don't want to die not yet...i like my life for the most part. but the pain...sometimes it is so unbearable that i cant speak the most i can do is put myself in my room and listen to my music...even that don't help cause then i end up saying words i don't mean or hurting others around me by my words or the way i treat them it sucks so bad things like that are what happens everyday in my life i hate it so much I've gotten to the point where i don't know what to do...i don't want to hurt others i don't want to have this pain inflicted through out my whole body but it happens anyways and it is out of my hands the cure is there i know it...i just dot know how to find or get to that cure. i know I'm not alone. others feel worse pain then i do but honestly that doesn't help me to know even more people hurt worse then I because if that is the truth then I'm surprised they are still alive because the pain i have is killing me so if people have it worse then me then they are already mot likely dead or close to it.
I guess I better end this post ill update soon in time
remember these words always.live free and stay strong while you are living people will hurt you and the sad thing is the ones who say they love you or care for you the most are the ones that cause the most pain in the end...
Live free
Stay strong
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i feel the same way... and mostly thats all ican say all u need is friends who are the exact same way like me.... i hope that one day i can meet u that would be cool... gosh i dont know how many people i can truthfully say i feel the same way its amazing... but i am really sorry that people of our age can feel that way it should be illegal oh and dont worry ur not going to go insane cause ill be there to bring you back down to earth...
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thx...alot it means alot to me to have good friends like you
ReplyDeletethx for commenting on my poem thing and ditto about the friend part it would be so cool if i could meet u or vise versa maybe ill send u pics of me and my family if its okay with u and send me pics of u and ur family(friends)k
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oh yea ur new follower is my friend jessi shes awesome!!!
ReplyDeletesrry i cant send pics but maybe we could i.m. sometime tthat would be cool
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