Hey

just checking in havent been on in awile so im jsut saying hi...so....hi lol
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another day in my hell hole of a life not physically but emotionally my body is killing itself from the inside out....not a day goes by any more where i don't feel pain or hurt or any other bad feeling that infects my body and spreads. its like a disease that i can't get rid of. there is no cure what so ever for my illness i have. i don't want to die not yet...i like my life for the most part. but the pain...sometimes it is so unbearable that i cant speak the most i can do is put myself in my room and listen to my music...even that don't help cause then i end up saying words i don't mean or hurting others around me by my words or the way i treat them it sucks so bad things like that are what happens everyday in my life i hate it so much I've gotten to the point where i don't know what to do...i don't want to hurt others i don't want to have this pain inflicted through out my whole body but it happens anyways and it is out of my hands the cure is there i know it...i just dot know how to find or get to that cure. i know I'm not alone. others feel worse pain then i do but honestly that doesn't help me to know even more people hurt worse then I because if that is the truth then I'm surprised they are still alive because the pain i have is killing me so if people have it worse then me then they are already mot likely dead or close to it.
I guess I better end this post ill update soon in time
remember these words always.live free and stay strong while you are living people will hurt you and the sad thing is the ones who say they love you or care for you the most are the ones that cause the most pain in the end...


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Just Saying Hi

wow i haven't been on in awhile i ran away again dumb idea let me tell you...i have tot hank my foster dad though i was really expecting him to give up on me like everyone else but he took me back into his home....maybe he is different from everyone else...hmmm ttyl ill update l8er i guess bye guys thx for reading and following
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hey guys

howd your weekend go....mine sucked as usaual..but hey tht don't matter I know this girl we have been talking off and on and she seems really cool her life is about as jacked up as mine from the sounds of it...check out her blog if you get a chance it's rlly good http://mystoryunwritten.blogspot.com/ ...ill update later

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